A Sad Post

I feeling so sad today, i cannot feel my existence.. I always thought, I had things in control but in actual facts I dun.. I always live in a dream world of mine.. imagining things that will suit the way I desire.. too bad it doesn’t. I try to face reality but its seem so near yet so far.. i will never be able to reach it. My heart struggle between giving up or continue to strive.. guess I will reach a conclusion soon enough. Whatever the conclusion will be.. it will be..

I live in darkness, i long to see the light
Show me the way and you will be rewarded